Second Pregnancy

I'm pretty positive that everyone knows, thanks to Facebook, but I thought I should announce on my blog that I'm pregnant! Only 4 weeks and 3 days, so it's very early.

Now that I've had a few days to adjust, I'm feeling a little less weird about it. It still doesn't seem real, but it's getting there. It's funny, because so far my emotions and symptoms aren't like they were with Chaela. Last week I was sick for a few days (before I even knew) and I got a migraine, which is something that happened to me a few times with Chaela. Since I found out though, nothing. Hardly any nausea, no more headaches.... of course, I'm not very far along. That stuff has plenty of time to kick in.

I guess the reason this has been so different for me than the first is that with Chaela, I never worried about a miscarriage. I just kind of knew that she'd be fine and I'd see her in nine months. With this one, though, I'm afraid. I wanted to have another one so badly, and now I'm going to, except there's still a chance that I won't. And if I don't have this one, I know that Will won't want to have another one for a while. It scares me.

But I guess at times like this, all you can do is pray, leave it in Heavenly Father's hands, and hope that what you want coincides with what He wants. So that's what I'm going to do, and hope that on or around April 23 I'll be holding my next child, safe and healthy.